Leaves

Today has not been the best day.. Jeroen woke up with a headache and he slept until 10.30...
In that time i fed Bianca, fed Zelda and myself, took a walk and played with Bianca..
Bianca has been really tired and whiny today.. And i am starting to feel a headache aswell... I hope that we wont be sick..

The first few snowflakes fell this morning, it was a few but they were still there!
Winter is coming for real!
We went for a little walk before and put Bianca on a spot with lots of leaves, so we could take some nice pictures! She really liked it! But i dont think the leaves tasted so good...

We also let Zelda track down a moose leg we got from my brother...
Zelda really likes it! And she is pretty good at it, although we are taking it slow :)
But i am sure she will be a good tracking dog! She need some activity so she can use her head!
I will upload a picture that we took today of our lovely daughter!

Monday

Today its been 2 years ago since my dad died, he lost the fight against the cancer...
I dont really feel like writing a long text about it... I already wrote one about my dad.
I will light a candle for him tonight, give a extra thought (although he gets lots of thoughts everyday)

Anyway, yesterday we had a little get together at my brothers hpuse, that house feels a bit special since it was my dads house of course...
But anyway, it was decided that i was going with Malinh ome and spend the afternoon and night at her place, so i did! It was fun, we had a nice dinner, movie-night and long talks!
I think we fell asleep somewhere around midnight, we were talking for a long time, cause we went to bed around 22.
Today we were a quickie into town but we didnt find anything fun so she dropped me of at the busstation and i went home!
I really missed Jeroen and Bianca, and it was so lonely last night!
But tonight i will sleep next to Jeroen again! And Bianca was happy to see me! And Zelda too of course!
Tomorrow i have studiegroup in the morning and babyswimming in the afternoon.
I so love the swimming, and i know Bianca does to!

Its starting to get really cold here now! You really need to put lots of clothes on in the morning for the walk with Zelda! But its nice, i hope soon the snow will come!
Its not funny that it gets dark so early...
Oh well... Nothing more to say at the moment...

Market with Mogge

Today me and Bianca are going with Mogge (Malin) to the market in Rättvik to have a look!
I need to buy socks and we need to find some thicker socks for Bianca aswell and hopefully something warm for her feet before the winter comes.
Its like 0 degrees outside and the grass is already freezing so the winter is on its way!
Bianca has been awake for an hour already and i have been up since just after 5, since Jeroen is out hunting today with Peter and Fredrik and some other people :)
Only if i look outside i can see how cold it is! Its so refreshing to go out when its cold! Although im not sure Bianca and Zelda agrees... Zelda for sure doesnt.... She rather stay inside, but she better get used to it ;) Sweden is cold in the winter!
But i think today will be nice weather! The sky has been clear all night and the sun is on its way up!
Its so depressing that its getting darker... Not that i mind it, its just that i dont like to walk alone when its dark... Specially not in the night...
But the dog needs to go out... The thing is that she is probably more scared of the dark then me, haha!
She doesnt want to walk where there is no lights...
I think tomorrow we are having some kind of "get together", all siblings at my sisters...
We will eat something and light a candle for my dad...
On monday its 2 years ago that he died :(
Not a day goes by without me thinking of him and miss him... I cant belive its already been 2 years...
So much has happend during thoose years... Me and Jeroen moved in together, we had a baby, we got a dog...
I hear someone needs a new diaper from the kitchen...
Its so fun with Bianca being able to get around to whatever room she wants to be in!
And she is clapping her hands now all the time! Its really cute!

Look alikes?

I heard yesterday that Bianca looks like me when i was a baby...
I dont know if thats true?
I mean you can see that she has some of my genes but still...
Do we look alike?

Proud mama!

I am so proud of our big girl!
70,5 cm long and 9720 grams!
And Catarina watched her crawl, and that goes really fast now! And she saw her stand up!
And she tried if Bianca could hold 2 toys and smack them against eachother, no problems there either! And that is things she tries when they are 10 months old, and Bianca is 8 months on wednesday! So guess if i am a proud mama?!
Not that i want to brag but i am so proud that Bianca already can do thoose things!
So next time we are going there is 3 december :)
Then its almost christmas even... I so want christmas!

Zelda was home alone when we were gone, and she was sleeping in her cage when we came home, so she is a good girl to! I think the bone and the music helped! So hopefully she will get used to it soon, so we can go away together for shopping or whatever :)
Bianca tried to lay in Zeldas cage this morning, haha, Zelda looked like "What the....?"
It looked really funny!

This afternoon Malin is coming over for dinner! Going to cook some moose!
This will be the 3rd evening i cook in a row! Never happend before i think ;)
I am usually the helper for Jeroen, he is the master chef in this family!
But before that we are picking up Emilia from school 13.20.

Trolley

I dont know if thats the right word... Wagon, trolley or cart, whatever...
Bianca took her first steps with her walking-wagon-trolley-cart... without us have to hold it!
Usually she falls forward but now she kept up with her little legs! Really fun to see!
It was just 3 or 4 steps but still! Its a steps in right direction!
I am not surprised if she would walk soon!
Standing up is no more a problem for her, she stands up against everything.
The table, chairs, our legs, the couch... She is getting around really fast now!!
She has been very whiny the past days, and she has been sleeping bad in the nights... But she has 2 teeth now! So i dont know if its that...

My brother is coming over in an hour-ish. He stop work at 2 and starts again at 4... He was going to work double-shift today or something, so he was wondering if he could stay here between :)
If the weather stays this way i will go with him and he can drop me of at dads grave.
I have been planning to go there for some time now and i think its about time i go.
I will take a candle with me aswell.
Its been raining kind of all day but now the sun is shining, so hopefully it stays like this.

Home alone

Not as fun as it sounds.

Its always so quite when Jeroen is not home and Bianca is sleeping.

She was awake from 13.10-17.30 so it was a while! Now she is sleeping though and i just came in with Zelda.

Jeroen was first at Adecco this morning, and he came home for lunch, then he went back to town again... Or to Svärdsjö cause he is going to finish his hunting exam! Hope for the best, he promised he would give me a massage if he passed ;)
And i think, and hope he will!
I will prepair some dinner for him when he comes home. Some garlicbread in the oven, some meat, potatoes and paprica/onion sause! Yummie!

Bianca had a really good day today! She has been happy! Tomorrow i am going to the dentist with her, and after that we are going to visit my dads grave and light a candle for him :)
He hasnt seen Bianca since june so its about time! I miss him so much :(

Oh well, today im having a good day so i dont want to think sad thoughts... I will think how happy he was during his last weeks, months of his life.

Its almost been 2 years... We will see what we will put together (all siblings). We always honor my dad on that date, same as we do on his birthday. Which is soon aswell.

Oh well... I was thinking of taking a bath before i start dinner... We will see :)

I will give you a picture of my beautiful daughter and my beautiful puppy!
Laters!