Lazy monday

Today has been one of thoose days when you just dont do anything useful...
We started the day with giving the babies food and i walked a bit with Zelda. I was out with her this morning around 5 aswell, she had a bad belly... But we think we know why...
The past days she has been picking up every chewinggum she could find...
Sometimes we see it and sometimes we dont, so no wonder she has a bad belly... But we will be more careful now that we know what is happening.

The rest of the day we have mostly spent inside... We took a walk, all together, we usually do that at least once everyday now. Its good for us and for Bianca.
But the weather here has been so bad the past weeks... No sun at all... Just rain, wind, wet snow and clouds... So no fun in being outside either...
Yesterday we saw two mooses when we were walking! They were just walking around in peoples gardens, like they had no problems in the world...
We were like 15-20 meters from them, and of course none of us had a phone with a camera so we couldnt take pictures! But it was a nice little event, and Bianca saw her first moose!
Zelda went like crazy when we passed where they crossed the road, she was all sniffing and started to growl and bark! Hehe, stupid dog ;)
Or maybe she would be a great moose-hunting-dog ;)

We are still exercising with Bianca about her walking. Or half walking as it is. She is walking really good if you hold her hand. She can also take 3-4 steps herself, if she puts her effort in it. Mostly she just smiles and gets on her knees and crawl instead cause its faster! Haha!
She is so cute!

Anyway, its time to go to bed, tomorrow me and Bianca are going to parent-meeting. Most mums and babies there, not many dads, so Jeroen is not really interested im afraid...
But tomorrow we are going to the library! And Bianca will get a book! Exciting!

Here is a picture from todays walk!

Almost christmas... or not?

I started a little early with the decorations... Or i dont know if its called decorations, but the "candlesticks" is in the windows... I had to google the word "ljusstake"... I dont think the word really suits the thingy but whatever...
I took a picture just to share the feeling, i so love december!

 

 

Over to something else... I dont know what just happend... But somehow i ended up ordering a pizza, that Jeroen is going to pick up now when he is walking with Zelda...

What happend? Ooops.... Well, shit happens!
I guess i will just go with the flow and eat my share ;)
Then we are going to bed, or something... No, im going to take a shower first!

See you laters!

Breaking Dawn part 2

This afternoon its going to happen!
I´m finally going to see the finalt movie in the Twilight-Saga!!!
I´ve been waiting for it for a year now!
My sister is going to babysit Bianca for a few hours so me and Jeroen can go to the cinema!

The coughing is coming back again to :(
So we havent been able to meet Nova yet... But its no point if we are not 100%...

Well, dont have time to write more, we need to get Bianca awake and feed her a bit and then get her dressed and walk to my sister!
For the rest, having Bianca sleep once a day is still working!

Another niece

Today my little brother and his lovely girlfriend had a daughter!
She is so cute, but what i know, she has no name yet.
That also means that Bianca is not the youngest member of the family anymore!
She is a big girl now! And she now already has 6 cousins, and one on the way still...
I am so happy for Anders and Malin, and we will see when we will visit. It doesnt feel right to visit them at the hospital, she probably will go home in a few days. And i know how i felt the days after we came home, i was totally finishes... Didnt have any energy at all, and there is everything new!
So i dont really wanna visit until they invite us in, when they are ready.
My mum was going to visit this weekend, we will see if we will go with her.

When i think back on the time when Bianca was really tiny (like newborn) i mostly remember good things, sure i had a little struggle in the beginning, but i dont think i really understood how lucky we were, and what a calm and sweet baby we had, and still have.
I love my daughter so much, it hurts in my heart when i think about what i would do without her.
I am so greatful that we kept her, and i wouldnt change my life for anything in the world.
I have to mest wonderful man by my side, the best family and friends, and of course the best daughter in the world!
We have started to let Bianca sleep once every day now instead of two, since she was awake alot in the nights before so we tried to keep her awake from 8 (thats when she usually wakes up) until 11, then we give her some lunch, and then we put her to sleep, and then she sleeps for 1-2,5 hours - ish and then we keep her awake until 19, then we give her the bottle, brush her teeth and put her to bed :)
And the past days she done good with that! She sleeps until at least 8 in the morning!

Sometimes i am thinking about having more kids (later on i know, we cant before i finish school, but LATER), but i am still not sure... I am saticfied with Bianca as it is, and i wonder how she would react to a sibling. I´m sure she would be happy, when that time comes, but some days im not even sure i want another one. Even though i think there will be at least one more ;)

Now Jeroen is going out with Zelda for her last walk for the day, and i am going to brush my teeth and go to bed! This has been a really nice day!

Birthday

Today its Jeroens birthday, we started the day at 5.20, when Bianca thought it was time to go up, but Jeroen fed her and we went back to sleep for another hour. Me and Bianca made breakfast on bed for Jeroen and after that we went up.

Around 10 ish, Lenita came with her son Noah and her dog Kiara, so we went to the sport park to let the dogs play. After that we went to the shop to buy some stuff for dinner!
When we came home it was time for lunch and a nap-time for Bianca.
Around 16 my sister and Emilia came buy, and they bought some "fika", and we had a blueberry/raspberry pie in the oven so we had some kind of party!
Bianca was dancing at the table, movie is on facebook! She is so cute!
And we let her eat the food herslef today, i think she had most of it all over her face ;)

Now its evening and im thinking of taking a bath, and Bianca needs food and soon be put to bed.
At the moment Jeroen is trying to help Simeon to fix the sound on their computer over MSN... It doesnt sound like its any success ;)

Tomorrow Jeroen has a jobinterview again! And of course we are hoping for the best!
We all think its his turn to get a job now! He has been applying for so many...
Me and Bianca will just take it easy tomorrow, maybe take a walk if its nice weather!

Oh, and Biancas new carchair arrived today! We havent picked it up yet, but we probably will do it tomorrow! Really nice! Then she can sit in the car really really safe!
Its in top 3 of the best in test! Really pleased with the choice!

First step

It was a really short one, but it was a step!
Our little girl is growing up! And in 3 months she already started the daycare...

I´m scared at the same time that im excited! Its scary because i am so used to have her home, but at the same time im excited for her, it will be good for her to meet new kids and play!
And of course it will be needed as soon as Jeroen gets a job and im studying full time again after new year.
Jeroen has a job interview on tuesday in Borlänge so we will hope that it gives something!
And we ordered a new carchair for Bianca last night!
Top 3 in "Best in test" so she will be safe in the car!

Tomorrow its my dads birthday, and its Fathers day here. Then i have 2 reasons to light a candle for my dad... Ok, i dont really need a reason, but then its just a "have to" to light one!
And on monday its Jeroens birthday!
I hope his flu is better though, he is coughing and having headaches :(
We are all half-sick... Bianca has a bad cough, but i am better now.
Lets hope we all get better soon so we all can go out again! We have just been out for shorter walks with Bianca, since we dont want her to get worse.
But back to the birthday... Jeroen already had his presents... I bought him the knives for the hunting.
But we are going to have a special dinner! Moose is on the menu of course ;)

Here is a picture of Bianca in her new pyamas!